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Healing Myself - 13. The Emotional Wound

13.  The Emotional Wound

During my healing conversations with George, he explained to me that whatever traumas a person goes through in his or her life, they get registered in each cell in their body in the form of memory.  Until healing takes place, the registry in the cells somehow controls the lives of the victims.  At that time, I understood the words in his statement, but could not feel exactly what it meant.  I also read in many articles that emotional and sexual abuse causes lifelong changes to DNA Expression.

Two weeks ago, I picked up the courage and booked myself an appointment with a lady who gives massage for physical and emotional healing.  Finally...for the first time in my life, someone touched me in a therapeutic way.  She had warned me that I might get lots of cramps in the muscles, since it was my first time ever to get a massage.  I did not get any cramps because; I do physical exercises daily.  But…but… my body hurt so much within the blood.  I felt as if my blood was attacking me.  I felt so weepy, so emotional, that I wanted to cry all the time.  This I had somehow anticipated.  But what I had not anticipated was how much my body hurt, not the muscles outside, but inside.  I felt as if each cell in my body was hurting, crying.  I could barely move.

But I still went for the second session.  When she saw me, she told me that she was surprised to see me back.  She told me that many people find an excuse not to come back so soon…since they are either in physical or emotional pain from what is being unlocked from within the cells.  “Unlocked from within the cells” …yes, this would be the right description of what is happening to me.  This is why the pain is so excruciating.  The pain is coming from the emotional wounds having been scraped off with the massage...  I am hoping that the massage will not just scrape off the wounds, but also dress them and heal them in time.  I am hoping that I am not having too high expectations from the massage.  But, one thing, I am certain of… if this doesn’t heal me totally; I will find something else to heal myself.  There is no stopping now… To find what I seek… I shall leave no stone unturned.

“To find what you seek… Leave no stone unturned.”  Edward Bulwer Lytton.
Love & Peace, ~Rosy Kaur.
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