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Welcome to The Inner Peace Zone. The Inner Peace Zone is my diary of my poetry and other self-expressions. All the pictures on the blog are self-photography unless where stated otherwise. Any resemblance to any picture on the web is pure coincidence. I hope you enjoy reading The Inner Peace Zone. Love & Peace, Rosy Kaur

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The Love Child

They say I am just a leaf But I tell you, it is my belief... That I am The Love Child of my Universe You see, Sun - my father, never ...

Healing Myself - 5. Standing Alone

5. Standing Alone

Towards the end of my healing conversations with George, he began to ask me if I can stand alone. I wondered what it meant to stand alone. He explained in various styles; I understood what he was saying but could not feel what it meant. Then he became busy with his work and I had my usual sadness episodes. I thought of contacting him. He would have set all matters aside to hear me out; but suddenly it dawned onto me that it was time to learn to "stand alone". I then understood what it meant. I now know that when I am hurting, I am the one who should rescue myself. Life will always present challenges, and one cannot keep on relying on outside resources to bring balance within oneself. One has to build stamina to the extent that one is able to rely upon oneself. I felt sad about this. When I was all alone, and sufferring, I had to bear all the pain myself. Now when I do have caring friends, I must bear it all in order to "stand alone"...in order to be able to depend on myself. Now, when life presents a challenge, I try to dig out of myself the next better feeling that I can hold onto; just as a drowning person might hold onto a lifebuoy, I hold onto the next good emotion. Even when I do not see hope, I tell myself there is hope. Even when I do not trust the Universe to turn the things around in my favour, I speak to myself that I trust the Universe. I tell myself that All is Well. I believe, I am on the right path. I believe I can "stand alone".
Love & Peace ~Rosy Kaur.  06.03.2011
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